–

My thoughts are lost

I’m still running

But for the first time this year

My heart is humming

–

A song comes clear

In a thousand words

A symphony of relief

Whistled by the birds

–

Here in this meadow

I can almost feel your touch

Soft as the blue grass

Where no one can judge

–

I am feeling free

I am feeling more than alright

Here, where my peace rests

In the sweet summer night

–

– Lena

It’s so warm in here

So my window is open

Just like my heart

That I’ve reserved for you

–

Lying on my bed

Listening to nature

As it’s peacefully raining outside

I’m thinking of you

–

Even though I miss you

This moment, right now

Is my favorite one today

I feel at ease

–

I miss you so much

And it hurts, as you know

But laying here on my bed

I can almost taste our future

–

Yes I can almost taste what’s ahead

–

– Lena

–

I only want to text you

I do not want to call

My fear of your thoughts

is a big cold wall

–

I do not wish to hurt you

With the pain inside

If I lay dead on the ground

I will at least have tried

–

I don’t blame you for the fact

That you don’t understand

It’s a mystical state of mind

And there’s no manual at hand

–

It’s not that I don’t love you

Believe me, I do

No it is that I am scared

That you’d love me too

–

I want to text you

I do not want to call

My tears will be my secret

You will know nothing at all

–

– Lena

–

Lonely, lost wanderer

I can see your pain

I’ve been looking at you forever

–

You think you’re alone

That you are left behind

But I’ll be with you whenever

–

Little strong soldier

Let me carry your armor

It is heavy and it’s in the way

–

I am freedom and light

I have protected you then

And I will protect you today

–

Tiny, broken-hearted human

You have my heart in pieces

I am crying with you tonight

–

I am your freedom. I am.

But it’s up to you if you want to believe

Follow me, and I’ll lead you to to eternity so bright

–

–

Freedom where are you?

I’ve been searching for ages

Blinded by these walls

–

Freedom who are you?

I’ve been wondering forever

Ignoring the the many calls

–

You cannot be who they say

Or am I a fool to not believe?

If you are, catch me in my falls

–

You cannot be who they say

Or am I a fool to not believe?

If you are, catch me in my falls

–

Freedom meet me on the way

I am tired from wandering

I don’t have a map to follow

–

If it truly is you, the one they follow

Show me and make me believe

Come and take me to tomorrow

–

Freedom wherever you are

I have been waiting

And I want to be yours

–

Freedom whoever you are

I have been searching

And I want you to be mine

–

– Lena

–

You come and go

like a restless soul

wandering without a destination

–

From time to time

You like to know

Some new information

.

I’m just here

Both day and night

Whenever you think you need me

.

I am so tired

But I am stuck

Always what you want me to be

..

To you I’m a shirt

That you can’t throw out

Something for when the other’s being washed

.

Yes I’ll always be

the last thing in your drawer

With colours that’s been lost

.

If only I

Could pack my things

Finally go and leave you behind

.

You’d be surprised

But we both know

I too easily change my mind

–

– Lena

–

Dear Teddy,

You and I

We’ve been friends forever
_

You have held my hand

When I’ve been in pain

Laying by my side
–

I’ve found comfort

in your dark eyes

Kissed your nose
–

Lately we have had 

these stupid arguments

Can’t remember about what
–

I’m mad at you

You’re mad at me

Giving empty stares
–

Sweet Teddy

I love you so much

I always will
–

I miss your hugs

Your loving smile

So Teddy, let’s forgive

_

– Lena

.

Deep in the jungle

Where no heart’s ever been found

That’s where you’ll find me

With no one else around

–

Tears that made trees

And flowers making crowns

In misery and happiness

Ravines between grounds

–

Ravines between grounds

the power inside me

I’ve been saving it for ages

But yes, maybe I agree

.

You and I are different

Kids of different kind

Two planets far apart

But you’re always on my mind

.

Deep in the jungle

where snakes are luring in the night

That’s where I grew up

That’s where I learned how to fight

.

– Lena

I am only me and you are only you

But that is more than enough

Because when the end comes

We will all just be humans

Standing naked in the dark

Without a place to hide

Without money and pride

Just humans

Tiny little humans

–

– Lena